My Sad Life

SelfHarm and depression have taken over my life. I suffer from Anxiety, Depression, PTSD, and SelfHarm. I've lost myself and i can't seem to find me. I'm lost in my own mind...
wxsted-thin:

cuts—and-bruises:

so today is one whole year since i stopped self harming. i have slipped up one or two times, but on this day last year i decided that after over a year of self harming daily i was fed up; i decided to stop cutting myself and stop hitting myself once and for all. I have scars all over my arms and legs which have faded but not disappeared, and although i do get self conscious and upset when people comment or stare, at the end of the day i am proud of them. They show that i have been through a really fucking hard time, but i have made it through 1000 times stronger than before. In the past year i plummeted into the depths of my eating disorder and attempted suicide for the fourth time, but i managed to slowly climb out of those horrible thoughts and here I am, healthy body, healthy mind, happy. I have achieved so much within the past year and i can’t wait for 2014 to come and actually be good. I have got out of this, and i know you all can too. 

wxsted-thin:

cuts—and-bruises:

so today is one whole year since i stopped self harming. i have slipped up one or two times, but on this day last year i decided that after over a year of self harming daily i was fed up; i decided to stop cutting myself and stop hitting myself once and for all. I have scars all over my arms and legs which have faded but not disappeared, and although i do get self conscious and upset when people comment or stare, at the end of the day i am proud of them. They show that i have been through a really fucking hard time, but i have made it through 1000 times stronger than before. In the past year i plummeted into the depths of my eating disorder and attempted suicide for the fourth time, but i managed to slowly climb out of those horrible thoughts and here I am, healthy body, healthy mind, happy. I have achieved so much within the past year and i can’t wait for 2014 to come and actually be good. I have got out of this, and i know you all can too. 

(via writing-with-a-blade)